Letting it all out
When was the last time you cried? I mean, really cried. Wept, sobbed, shook your shoulders and snotted everywhere…
I did that tonight. It’s been too long since I let it all out. Apparently, I had a lot building in me.
I have to be out of my current apartment before my new apartment is available. I’ve hired movers for Saturday who are too expensive to cancel. I work at 5 am both Saturday and Sunday. There is a very real chance I will have to sleep on the futon in the newsroom.
Both my sisters are in the province this weekend with their significant others. I would love nothing more than to be at our beautiful cottage with my beautiful family this weekend.
My dad and his family are going through rough times. I wish I could be there to help them.
For the first September in my life, I will not have plans to return to school. I am working a permanent job indefinitely. This terrifies me.
The last of my friends has moved away. I am left behind in this city, alone.
As of right now, I am looking forward to:
- going to the gym in the morning
- Waffle Wednesday
- reporting on important trials tomorrow
- getting my new glasses frames on Thursday
- swimming for the first time since the triathlon
- my long run on Friday
- seeing my mom and one of my sisters on Monday
- joining a new gym
- starting my new life in a place to call my own
And what’s life without a little flavour?
- 1/2 cup rolled oats
- 1 cup water
- pinch salt
- chopped up breakfast sausage
- fried egg
- hot salsa
Mahi mahi in a peach sauce. Pan-fried mahi mahi filet in Bragg’s topped with one chopped peach, onions and plum sauce. Brocolli and brussel sprouts with a little Bragg’s for the side.
Also, do not freeze watermelon then thaw it out. It turns slimy and meaty, and can only be saved in a smoothie.
At least it was pretty. 1/2 cup plain yogurt, handful watermelon meat, handful frozen papaya chunks.
When was the last time you cried? What is stressing you out at the moment? What are you looking forward to?
Thankfully, today is over. I’m going to bed and look forward to the brand new day ahead of me. It will be better. My outlook alone will allow that to happen.